Ketamine Day 1

Today was rough. I entered today with a pain level of about a 7-8/10. I slept a lot during the ketamine, and despite extra versad, was hallucinating. I was imagining dancing ice cream cones. Then i woke up in lots of pain in my left leg. The one nurse i told, kept suggesting i stretch it, so i did. Then she put a heated blanket rolled up to try to heat it, and it still got worse. She tried to help me walk a little bit to stretch it out, but it kept getting worse. I saw my doctor for about 2 seconds cause he came in the afternoon as I was leaving.

I came home and was a wreck. Not only was I in the worst pain i've experienced in a long time (a 10/10), i was having a mental breakdown. I was depressed and severely anxious. I've taken some perocet since, and i feel a bit better, but it's still off and on. I'm hoping tomorrow goes even better than today (i figure it can't get much worse).